My tummy hurts <W>

I know she is talking to other guys. I know this for a fact. Im so fucking depressed man. FUCKKKK FUCKKKK WHAT DOD I DO WHAT DID I FUCKING DO WRONG FUCKKKKKK WE COULD HAVE HAD SOMETHING. Im still bummed about her man. Like compared to me she is a perfect human. Im honored she even gave me the time she did. She is much better than me. She is so cute and fun to talk to and joke around and play games with. even if she is messed up in the head and mentally ill and bpd and stuff and I had to comfort her when she had mental breakdowns and stuff I was fine with it. Well, she is talking to other guys now. So Should I start talking to other girls now? We talked a lot and shared intimate conversations but we arent dating. She shouldnt have an issue with me talking to other people because we arent dating. It might be good for me because I dont think being this attached to another person is very healthy. I told myself that I would explicitly not have any intimate conversations with someone else because in my head im being loyal to her when in reality im just cucking myself. Fuckkk man. Well oh well. Whats the solution now?

Yet another day wasted doing nothing. Yesterday was the same. Tomorrow will be the same. I hate my pathetic existence.

Jak him

>/pol/ - International /Pol/itics & /Bant/er

relax pal

When you lowkey murder your wife and the cops surround you so you lowkey pretend to be insane and that shit works but they lock you up in the worst mental asylum in the country and one day as your chilling some schizo patient breaks loose and comes into your cell then locks the door behind you slowing walking towards you with a kitchen knife and you don't know what to do so you lowkey start running around them and start banging and screaming at the door like a frantic maniac hoping somebody will let you out

I'm 32 and my balls still haven't dropped