Would it be objectively better to live as an unremarkable average guy, or an okay-looking trannoid with some degree of internet clout?

My parents raised me gender neutral and now I don't fit in anywhere! I don't know if theres anyone in the entire world who also has this problem. I don't fit into any box well and i just use she/her because people assume that instantly (amab). The she/theys are too annoying, the ftms are too edgy and or neolib, the mtfs are disgusting porn addicts, cis men are either slovenly or meek and cis women are either braindead or crazy. FUCK. My interests allign everywhere and theres no consistency i'm like a perma floater through life.

I want to detransition but don't want to be poisoned by T again. Is there a way around this without osteoporosis?

>wake up
>shower
>use cleanser
>use toner
>use vitamin c serum
>use retinol serum
>moisturize feet + hands
>moisturize body
>moisturize face
>put hair up
>pluck stray eyebrow hairs
>use concealer on eye bags
>bb cream
>tinted lip balm
>do eye and brow makeup
>finish with false lashes + mascara
>throw on black hoodie and skinny jeans

Yup
It's boymoding time.

He won.

im trans but wanna be a mom but theres like 3-4 good reasons why i cannot and its really hard to cope with it.

id literally bleed perpetually from my groin if i could give a man children and have been born cis.

this tranny life is grim and as i get older it gets grimmer. i wonder if ill make it to 30 even with a bf that loves me.

KEEP POSTING THEY CAN'T MOVE US ALL

>tfw no twink sucking my gock right now

make a board for every variant so the pph is even lower

is it true that you guys are racist chudcels this site seems pretty /comfy/ and valid to me so i dont get it