19 yo mtf (pre-transition, pre-hrt, pre-everything)

I'm looking for a chaser who's into force-feminization. I have a thing for it as well. I need a man to personally inject me with my first shot of estrogen and gloat about how he just took away my future as a man forever and he's going to turn me into his wife. I need to be trained and moulded into the perfect wife for him. Until I remember nothing from my old life and exist only to serve him as a free-use toy and a maid and kiss the ground he walks on and worship him. I want to be trained so that whenever I do anything at all, there is on the back of my head, along with mine, his will and I always adhere to his will rather than mine own were they to conflict.

I actually want to act upon these fantasies. I know that there are people on the other side of the fantasy who are interested in such things as well. Actually enacting this irl may seem like a long shot but where there's a will there's a way. If you're seriously willing to make the necessary commitments to go through with this, I believe we can work it out, make it happen. Feel free to message me if you're seriously interested no matter how much time has passed since I made this post, since what I'm searching for is bit of an extreme long-term thing, I don't imagine I'd find someone quickly.

Discord: lynxrwd