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>long fucking post award 
before you dismiss this post as low effort bait, let me explain
<caca space
when i was 5 i struggled at understanding gender as i was (and still am) a complete autist. i used to find it weird that the men's bathroom at 'donald's was always gross as everloving raisin as i was taught basic hygiene in school. to put more salt in the wound i was later told by girls in my class about the girls bathroom being clean.
<autist space
i was always introverted. yet every girl in my class was social. i had to wear casual clothing, yet every girl in my class wore shiny &/or pink clothing (which is my second favorite color) it didn't feel fair to me as a kid trying to fit in with most guys in my class.
<closet space
at 7th grade there was this one tranny in my class, everyone except one nigger in a separate class treat xer with upmost respect (as i live in cucknada). and i asked to myself; why didn't anyone treat me with this much respect? is it because im different?
Then it hit me like a truck. it's not because im introverted, no ive seen many girls in my class be introverted and respected. it's simply because i was born male.
<tranny space
i then went through the first stage of trooning out, imagining what you'd be like as a girl. everything locked in place as i imagined. it felt as-if most my problems, past, present, future. fixed itself infront of me.
<chud space
now that would've been the end of the story, simply trooning out and ACKing at 30. but as i hit puberty i started chudding out. at first it was minor. i just realized how violent nigger culture was, but then i started hating other ethnicities & races. kikes, pajeets, chinks, gooks, natives. and before i knew it i hit the tranny hate side of chuddiness.
<tranny space
negative story after negative story, groomer after groomer, horrific surgery after horrific surgery, study after study, it all shocked me at first.
but then i realized. i didn't fall into any of those categories. i didn't want to be a woman to rape women, didn't want to mutilate my genitals, i didn't want to groom others into some crazy trooner cult.
No, i simply wanted to be a woman as it solved all of my problems growing up. So im safe right?
Right?
<chud space
However total tranny death means Total tranny death, regardless. And realizing this i immidiately locked everything tranny in my mind up and started coping.
<cope space
It's fortunate that your killing these annoying child-grooming faggots. But unfortunate for me as i will be another cog in the machine that is total tranny death. oh well.
<worried space
And here i am today at 18. the copious amounts of hiding thoughts & chuddiness has caused an eternal retribution within my mind. I keep saying to myself "is this going to end?" to nobody.
<valid tranx question space
Should i troon out? I promise im not at all as annoying & attention seeking as the stereotypical tranny. (i'm on the soysphere for fucks sake) And i believe this would fix most problems with my life.
before you dismiss this post as low effort bait, let me explain
<caca space
when i was 5 i struggled at understanding gender as i was (and still am) a complete autist. i used to find it weird that the men's bathroom at 'donald's was always gross as everloving raisin as i was taught basic hygiene in school. to put more salt in the wound i was later told by girls in my class about the girls bathroom being clean.
<autist space
i was always introverted. yet every girl in my class was social. i had to wear casual clothing, yet every girl in my class wore shiny &/or pink clothing (which is my second favorite color) it didn't feel fair to me as a kid trying to fit in with most guys in my class.
<closet space
at 7th grade there was this one tranny in my class, everyone except one nigger in a separate class treat xer with upmost respect (as i live in cucknada). and i asked to myself; why didn't anyone treat me with this much respect? is it because im different?
Then it hit me like a truck. it's not because im introverted, no ive seen many girls in my class be introverted and respected. it's simply because i was born male.
<tranny space
i then went through the first stage of trooning out, imagining what you'd be like as a girl. everything locked in place as i imagined. it felt as-if most my problems, past, present, future. fixed itself infront of me.
<chud space
now that would've been the end of the story, simply trooning out and ACKing at 30. but as i hit puberty i started chudding out. at first it was minor. i just realized how violent nigger culture was, but then i started hating other ethnicities & races. kikes, pajeets, chinks, gooks, natives. and before i knew it i hit the tranny hate side of chuddiness.
<tranny space
negative story after negative story, groomer after groomer, horrific surgery after horrific surgery, study after study, it all shocked me at first.
but then i realized. i didn't fall into any of those categories. i didn't want to be a woman to rape women, didn't want to mutilate my genitals, i didn't want to groom others into some crazy trooner cult.
No, i simply wanted to be a woman as it solved all of my problems growing up. So im safe right?
Right?
<chud space
However total tranny death means Total tranny death, regardless. And realizing this i immidiately locked everything tranny in my mind up and started coping.
<cope space
It's fortunate that your killing these annoying child-grooming faggots. But unfortunate for me as i will be another cog in the machine that is total tranny death. oh well.
<worried space
And here i am today at 18. the copious amounts of hiding thoughts & chuddiness has caused an eternal retribution within my mind. I keep saying to myself "is this going to end?" to nobody.
<valid tranx question space
Should i troon out? I promise im not at all as annoying & attention seeking as the stereotypical tranny. (i'm on the soysphere for fucks sake) And i believe this would fix most problems with my life.
