I bet you look as beautiful as that anime image you posted.
I conclude, that you sir, are indeed a degenerate faggot. You are a low self-esteem retard that has no taste in choosing a partner, and hence will always remain to be a failure to your own family. I recommend, my disgusting sir, that you hang yourself with a rope or that you jump in front of a train in an attempt to end your miserable life that consists of brainwashing decent boys and men into killing themselves. I am honestly quite fine with the knowledge that AIDS has no absolute cure, for I know that it will target and spread to degenerates such as yourself. I wish that you realise that you, in fact, will never be a woman nor will you ever come close to looking like one.
Your very existence in its entirety is nothing more than vile and disgusting. You weren't able to nor ever had any female intimate contact, thus making the ultimate cope: "if I don't have a girlfriend, I will be my own girlfriend". How miserable and pathetic such choice was. Driven by a cumbrain, embedded in the sickest type of pornography, the deep desire of feminine contact turned into a fetish. You don't want to be a woman, for such feat is biologically impossible, you want to wear a woman like a costume, a mundane fantasy. And just like a clown with abusive makeup and exagerated features, the persona of a "woman" arrives deep within your selfish desires, to satisfy what once was you, for satisfying you means satisfying them. A slave of your own desires, motivated by nothing more than a temporary pleausure; can you ever call that living? You are a empty vessel of what once was a human being and that's why I say: Dilate and kill yourself, subhuman aberration.