You will never be a real homosexual. You have no penis, you have no testicles,you have no same sex attraction . You are a straight woman twisted by anime and yaoi into a crude mockery of nature’s perfection.
All the “validation” you get is two-faced and half-hearted. Behind your back gays mock you. Your parents are disgusted and ashamed of you, your “friends” laugh at your ghoulish appearance behind closed doors.
Gay man are utterly repulsed by you. Thousands of years of evolution have allowed men to sniff out fujoshis with incredible efficiency. Even proners who “pass” look uncanny and unnatural to a man. Your bone structure is a dead giveaway. And even if you manage to get a drunk gay home with you, he’ll turn tail and bolt the second he gets a whiff of your meat sussage.