I need help, when I first watched Azumanga and finished it, I was really sad because it had ended, and it made me feel really empty inside because I actually like it and it's my comfort show, to cope with that feeling of emptiness, I did the worst decision I could have ever done, I started to interact with the fandom.

I spent a lot of time talking and interacting with other people in the community, and it was terrible, the amount of 'tokniggers and predditors who sexualize the characters is astonishing, it feels like they don't even watch the anime because it's good or special to them, it doesn't even feel like they watch the anime at all, it made me grow huge hatred for Kagura and her fans (you can see me arguing and disrespecting people on the snarky just for liking her), and I feel like I can't watch the show anymore because of how many niggers are subhuman, it ruined the show for me, I should go watch Haruhi Suzumiya or Watamote to forget about it for a couple of months and be able to watch Azumanga again.

tl;dr: I watched Azumanga, felt sad when it ended, interacted with the community, regretted it because it ruined the anime for me, and I don't know what to do.